Coming out of the closet??:P

My closet is a mess (not as if that's something new :P). I was supposed to organise it this week, put things in place, throwing out the junk, you know the same old boring routine.

However this time around, it's not just a normal closet spring (or rather end of summer) cleaning. It has been 1 year and 3 months since I moved to Diamond Creek and finally I am comfortable and happy enough to refer to it as my bogen home. I unaggresively 'sabotaj' my cousin's room and made it mine minus the personal touch unfortunately ( the room is still rather cluttered with his things; he's been living in his room since he was 7 and now he is 28!) except for a few scented candles, my Radiohead concert poster and my queen size Japanese Fruton. Most of stuffs are still in unlabelled boxes :P which almost makes me living from a suitcase.

Anyway back to the closet.

As I said earlier it is not just a normal closet cleaning event. Instead I would like to consider this as a life-changing event. Putting my wadrobe in order would be like getting the shit together in my life again: work, finances, worries, the number of people I continue to piss off. It's opening a new chapter of my life where the ending has yet to be written.

Never thought that cleaning and undersize and over stuffed closet would excite me.

I shall not bore with the details of the closet cleaning event. All I can say for now is that I have a long way to go. And I am looking foward to that.

And no I am not Gay. Wheter is that good or bad, I don't know.

180 deg turn

life’s good. all’s well in the world (ok, maybe not). i feel like a butterfly out of her cocoon, ready to spread her wings and soar. But i need to be careful, i musn’t fly too close to the sun, he’d turn my wings to ashes.

YIKES!

Less words more photos

Ok the birthday celebration is officially over! It's time to move on and enjoy the remaining part of the year. Tonight's dinner didn't really end that well. I just have to soldier on with life.

First of all I would like to thank everyone for all the wonderful birthday presents that I've received. It's amazing to know that the littlest things can bring you so much joy and love. One of my favourite Bday gifts that I received this year was this:

It's a birthday card which was specially made by the super talented and crafty Jol :P.


And it was signed by Jol and Cyn. I was so touched by it simply because the three of us had gone through similiar form of journey, experience, heartaches, happiness etc. I've never read something so simple yet so sincere- that to me is.......PRICELESS!

OK. Enough talk and more photos.


Let cycle one begin....with dearest Cyn and Jol




















And the grand finale- complimentary limosin. Just had to take a photo lah :P

Tommorow

Random.Random.Random.Random.

I try to write, just like how you try to read me.

Like an aging breast, my blog is sagging.

Thanks for staring still.

Hopefully will update more in the future.

Maybe tommorow. Maybe tommorow.

Sharon's leaving UCMS- tommorow is her last day.

That's going to SUCK.

But that's for tommorow for me to sulk.

Tommorow, maybe I can write all about it.

After that I could join the SGT PEPPER's LONELY HEARTS CLUB BAND.

2006

This shall be my last entry for the year 2006 :)


Life at times can be so harsh, and yet its treatment can be so hush at the same time.

I am blessed with all the things, good and bad, that has happen to me in the year 2006.
Simply because it has redefined me a human being and made me a stronger person.


Happy New Year everybody.
Till then see you next year.

She is sad,
Just like a childhood day gone bad,
So,
As she sits in front of the computer,
And type these words that rings into her left ear,

Today I am sad

The world is bad

I wish I was seven

And think of heaven

Then I would draw a cat

Just like that

Irisz Agocs

SUN

The sun rises everyday, so we live.

Beautiful by India Arie.

A big big thank you to KYLES for helping me out with the mp3 ;)

Have a good weekend everybody!

A Timesless Melody

I was looking for Lisa Ono's La Vie En Rose, instead I found this, which was EVEN better

Edith Piaf- La Vie En Rose
The original!

Hope you like as much as I do!

Is RED the new BLACK or just plain BAD!

Just like mood swings, I have colour swings! From time to time, ironic as this may sound, I would be experiencing some colour craze! Overall Blue would probably have to be my all time favourite, but I have had the Purple rush, the Green rush etc. Nowondays, Red to me seems to be the new Black! Just 6 months ago, I daringly bought a RED LIPSTICK! But only started wearing it like a couple months ago (it took me alot of guts ok!).

So last Friday, while I was walking on Elizabeth st, with my dear friend *Siew Leng*, I came across a pair this really hot red high heels. I went totally GA-GA over it and just had to go in to the shop and try it on. Man! It was sensational! Absafreakinglutely loved it! With me getting all over exited, *Siew Leng* and I had this conversation;

Moi: Ohmygod! Look how hot it is man! What do you reckon *Siew Leng*??
SL: mmm yeah, its ok lah.
Moi: Why lah?? Don't you think so?? I don't think my mother would agree with me in a pair of red shoes though.
SL: Yeah, I think I would have to agree with your mother. Its very ermm, very ah, ST.KILDA type lor!
Moi: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohmygod! Was I just being compared to a prostitute!!! LOL! Is Red shoes really that bad??

Anyway,with a comment like that, I ended up buying a pair of black mary janes instead ;)

Of course my revenge to her was to blog this out and refer to her by chinese name *Siew Leng*. She hates her chinese name. hehehehe ;) SiewLeng,SiewLeng,SiewLeng!!!!!!!! HA! Padan Muka. Anyway see you tommorow yeah..Siew Leng!

Live,Love,Dream

HA! I tagged this off fonfon.
Fon: is this suppose to tittled- Live, Love, Dream???
Anyway here goes;

20 years ago (1986-age 3+)
-I was happy in Kemaman.
-I loved my smelly blanket and pillow.
-I dreamt of green witch from Wizard of Oz and that scared crap out of me- BIG TIME!!!.

15 years ago (1991-age 8+)
-I was still in Kemaman and loving it.
-I started loving chocolates.
-I dreamt of orang minyak-scary little dwarfs.

10 years ago (1996-age 13+)
-Hated and wanted to leave Kemaman- thought all the cool teenagers lived in KL.
-Loved jambu (guava) because I had a major crush on the Jambu Shop boy.
-I dreamt of making it big- In what?? Don't know..;p.

5 years ago (2001-age 18+)
-I moved to bloody Subang Jaya and was missing Kemaman more than anything else.
-I hated the world after finding out that there was a tumour in my dad's colon.
-That just gave me nothing but nightmares.

3 years ago(2003-age 20+)
-I lived in Melbourne and loved it.
-I loved my life.
-I dreamt of me falling from a from the sky and into the sea.

Last year (2005-age 22+)
-I lived in Melbourne-Hawthorn.
-I liked a boy.
-I dreamt about the future.

This year (2006-age23+)
-I am living in Melbourne-Diamond Creek.
-The boy I liked broke my heart.
-My dreams are shattered like a broken glass.

Yesterday (July25 2006)
-I stayed over at Ker Hui's.
-I loved the previous night out with Kerhui,Selina,Anu,Huey Yee,Julia and Sidney.
-I forgot to dream.

Today (July 26 2006)
-I am still alive (with a slight hangover).
-The boy whom I liked and broke my heart rang me out of the blue at 1.30 in the morning.
-Too tired to dream.

Tomorrow (July 27 2006)
-I hope I will stay alive.
-I hope I will be loved.
-I hope I will dream of all the good times.

Next year (2007-age 24)
-I hope to live strong.
-I hope to love love.
-I hope I will dream of good things.

5-10 years from now (you do the math)
-I will live life.
-I will love and be loved.
-I will dream of my past and its ups and downs and smile to myself.

BlackBird